ni hao.

hello toronto.

uh oh.

gma cooked noodles for me. linda and the rest came. shopped in the rain. buffet at night with surprise cake.

closing ceremony, i saw jackie chan and andy lau and joey and karen mok.
basically, the last 10 mins.
when did rain and leehom come out?

there goes beijing 2008.
there goes my day.
and another year of my life.

:/

only way, is UP.

um i did a photoshoot today.

and uh the photographer told me to pose
- like a mermaid
- cute and not so rough like a man
- like i was taking a squatting crap
- my reaction of seeing a hot guy
- my reaction of seeing a jerk
- like i was charlies angel
- not like a lesbian with my cuz

but he said i wasn't gentle like a mermaid. i acted like a frog instead. he named my pose the "tadpole". then he said i was fierce like a tiger. apparently, i am nothing like a rabbit (zodiac). then he asked me, if i was a teacher (cause i look like one????). and then in the end, he said that i reminded him of a boar. apparently they taste really good cause they eat a lot of natural things in the wild.

W T FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

and the lady shaved off half of one of my eyebrows.

i guess i'm wellllllllll on my way to the road of success.

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=/

a typical hawker day lunch...

"are you really hungry?"
"nah, not really"
"then why you eating so fast?"
"i'unno. why you eating so slow?"
"i've just never seen a girl eat so fast"
******
malay food is my favourite food now.
i like everything about it. it tastes good.
i know what i'm going to to say now when ppl ask me what i'll miss about singapore.
malay food. ya.

and i love malay ppl. they're all so friendly and such home-y ppl.

i visited the hospital today. and then walked around all of VivoCity for 2 hours.

can't believe my time here is ending soon.
regardless how uneventful these 3 months were, i'm going to miss it.

die.

eff.
i just got followed home by 2 indians.

asses.
they kept stomping their feet every so often, as if they were going to start running after me.
i'd turn back, and they'd smirk.

man. i'm ready to come home.

except, i'd be coming home to the exact same thing.
jane n finch for another 8 months.

perrf.

you know you live in the booonies whenn...

ok. for those who don't know, although singapore is about the size of...my brain, aka, it's puny, it still takes a while to get out to town...well, when you live where my gma lives. aka. by the zoo. aka. in the middle of nowhere.

there's this huge stretch of grass that i usually cross to walk out to the busstop. i could choose to walk on the main roads and sidewalks, but that'll take me about an extra 5 mins and cause me to break a lil more sweat. so, i usually just cut across.

but i've always heard stories about what happens on this big patch of...well, grass.
rape. murder. death.

ya.


ok. psh no.

well minus the murder and death. i think.

so there was one night while crossing this patch of, grass, where i almost got attacked by a stray dog. my heart never beat so fast. faster that me getting to sit beside xiao zhu. i froze for about a good 2-4 minutes, with the crazy dog running in circles around me with its fangs and crazy raawrring.

then there was another night before that, where i saw this body, but like no head, just standing in the middle of this big patch of grass, until i walked pass him, and realized he was just a really really dark, ah cha (indian), with his face camouflaging into the dark, dark night. he stared me down, and i quickly skedaddled away.

fine.

so i learned not to cross this damn patch of grass at night.

but today. man, today. on a nice sunny midafternoon. never would i have thought, while crossing this bloody bloody big patch of grass, that i'd see a ....get ready for this....a SNAKE!!!!!!!

w.t.f.

the list just keeps getting longer: dogs, rapers, dark ah chas, and snakes.

no wonder my gparents never leave home.

*****
anyhow. on another note.
i went to Far East Plaza today to go find Stage (my lover's store that is now franchised).
it says not to take photographs, but at the back of the store, there's this huge I LOVE STAGE print...and so i quickly took a photo and ran. it is now on my fb.

then i went to AMK to go buy CDs. and gawdddamnit I BOUGHT THE WRONG VERSION OF XIAO ZHU'S CONCERT DVD (the same concert that i watched in HK TWICE...but in Taipei). eff. i bought the cheapskate one with no pictures no nothing inside. it's just 2 discs. i'm an idiot. i was thinking after i bought it, hey, why is it so cheap. i open it, and see the 2 lamo discs. then i went to another dvd store, and saw the REAL version, double the price. gaaah. idiot me laaaa.

then i met up with Wai Zin for sushi. awwww my last time seeing her. i think she was my last link to exchange, and it has finally and officially come to an end now.

then i went home, caught a bit of the s'pore vs china table tennis.

and then popped in my lamo 2 discs and ...it's been more than half an hour, and a smile is glued onto my face.

i'm going to sleep happy tonight =)

the reals deal

so i haven't been able to enjoy the whole olympic hype um thing cause i lack television access in this gawddamn house. actually. i take that back. i'm just never home cause i work mad hours. but when i am, the g-pa hogs onto the tvset like a bloody hound dog. but despite this, i was actually becoming ok with being completely oblivious to this beijing zhong guo you chinese i chinese ra ra ra ordeal. but today, i was reminded as to why i shouldn't allow this present mentality to continue its course...

2 words: SWIMMING. MEN.

AHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA.

i kid you not. i'm serious. today, i was on the bus, and for the first time since 8/8/8, i finally saw one of the events, and my big bug eyed ...well, eyes... were gluuuued onto the screen. i felt myself gasping and my heart racing and my head bopping up and down left and right cause passengers kept coming on and getting off the bus and obstructing my view. for the freestyle 100M, when that canadian dude came in last, my heart sank. and when that china guy, something yang, came in 3rd, i was excited over a split second with the mere fact that my past ancestors are probably but most definitely freakin mamamamainlanders. BOOSHAKAYA.

ahahahhahaha.
how retarded have i become?
but don't get me wrong, swimming has always been my favourite olympic event.
ya. even more so than gymnastics.
;)

anywayss. i'm going to go marry a swimmer now.

home in exactly 2 weeks.

Think. . .

so i was going to write up a post ranting about my hours at the office. but then i read this article and couldn't anymore. i must learn to appreciate.

Show Lo Holds Back Tears, Visits Critically Ill Fan, Tingting Forces a Smile : I will be strong

08/05/2008

Having been criticized by his past manager as "A Noun for Outdated History," Show "Xiao Zhu [Little Pig]" Lo has worked hard to climb back up as an idol. Last afternoon, he had privately gone to Taipei Veterans General Hospital intensive care unit, to pay a visit to an ill fan, Tingting, who is in critical condition waiting for a lung transplant. Show brought a T-shirt he's worn before to visit her by her bedside. Tingting finally revealed a smile and said to Show, "I will be strong!" while Show was the one that got teary-eyed!

Show and Sun De Rong - Hugs Away Vengeance

Last afternoon, Show first attended the "Cruel Stage Live Documentary" DVD celebratory party. Manager Sun De Rong, who Show hadn't seen in 7 years, had especially attended the event to give him flowers, as reconciliation. Even though Sun De Rong had fired at Show and called him "The noun for outdated history," but Show said, "I've never complained about it before, never even hated him. He just wanted me to be better!"

Weak Tingting Sees Idol, Gets Emotional

After the press conference, Show immediately went to the Veterans General to visit Tingting. In order not to over-provoke Tingting, Show met with and talked to Tingting's family outside the room first. Then he put on a protective coat and walked in to the room to visit Tingting. After the weak Tingting saw her idol appear in front of her, she seemed to be stirred, Tingting's main doctor and nurse were all on her side accompanying her. Her doctor even bought a poster of Show for Tingting, and played Show's CD in her room. And because Tingting had wanted to buy a shirt that Show's worn before, yesterday, Show had brought one himself to give to her. Tingting answered Show, "I will be strong."

Family, Through Blackie Chen, Helps Make Tingting's Dream Come True

Tingting is Show's super fan. Every time Show goes to Hualien for promotions, Tingting will definitely be there. But last year Tingting suddenly fell ill. After her first surgery, Tingting went to participate in Show's autograph session without her parents knowing. Recently, her illness has gotten worse, and has to get a lung transplant. Due to too much pain, Tingting, now in the intensive care unit, had lost the will to live. Her family knew that she liked Show, so they found all different ways to reach Show. Finally through "Blackie" Chen Chian Chou, he phoned Show's manager Xiao Shuang directly, and told them about it.

Because Tingting's illness is bronchiectasis inflicted lung infection, she needs to wait for a lung transplant. Show said, he will be posting an entry in his blog to tell every to pray for her, hoping she will have a speedy recovery!

HE WONNN

YAYYYYY LOVER WON AN MTV ASIA AWARDDDD.
HIS ENGLISH WASSSSS oh so horrible.

font size has been made one size bigger.
but the black, sorry, no.
it's like asking me to change my...own face.

too bad.

mo see gun arr

shiet. time is a ticking.
aug 2nd already? ew.

can't believe it's really been....7 months.......

randos:
- i can't stop clicking away on FB. my fingers are on auto. it's become my only connection to home and friends. ahh. terrible
- i lost my s'pore sticker pictures. SHAT. i showed it to someone, then i don't think i put it back in my coin purse. FRIGG. where is it
- s'pore's not clean at all. i saw a little indian boy near a bus stand today, peeing in the sidewalk cracks...with the help of his indian MOTHER
- TGIF. i can't wait to laze around and sleep in. but must clean tomo and find sticker pics! but i'm pretty sure it's gone...........
- no billy blanks this summer. i can't get myself to move. cheh.
- it's really hot right now
- MTV Asia Awards tomorrow. hope i won't fall asleep by then
- Xiao Zhu in Melekka (Malaysia) end of this month! DO I GO? I really want to see him before I go home! Or aim for Taiwan'09?
- i have a thing with staring. i catch myself just staring at ppl on the bus. i should stop. cause it gets awkward.
- is it bad that my memories of HK are slowly fading. i need to constantly look at pics to be reminded
- my forehead is breakout galore. i dunno what to do with it anymore. shall i buy sandpaper
- i'm so tired, but i don't feel like sleeping
- i dunno what's to come this year. the future is making me uneasy. i worry.