indescribable.

i am now in Singapore. at my ah ma's place.
i've been locked in my room since 4:30 pm yesterday.
it is now 4:30 pm today.

i only go out to eat and pee.
the maid has to come up to get me to eat or bring me food.

i've finished (well somewhat) sorting out Ktran's 20+gigs worth of pics.

this feeling that i'm feeling right now is unexplainable.
it's worse than getting one C a year (and you all know how academics get to me).
you guys keep popping into my head. and looking at pictures help and don't help at the same time.

i appreciate all the goodbye emails and messages, and i want to reply.
but refuse to because i don't want to say bye again (bah but don't worry. i'll get to it soon).

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i feel so. pwned.